No complaining

I am reading a book right now. No need to mention the name it is horrible but I am finishing it to see if there is any point. LOL The chapter I read last night was about how she was trying to go 3 weeks with no complaining at all. ZERO NONE Then she went on about how she could never find a time to start because she either had therapy, or was going to meet up with friends that day. She knew they were all going to complain and how do you go to therapy without complaining.

Starting today at 9am (1 min ago) I am trying this. I am going to see how long I can go with no complaints. I am going to try and look at everything positive and not wine. I feel like I am always saying that I need more sleep, or don't feel good. So here is the new and positive me.

~Family pictures were fun. I'm still deciding if I want to post them on here or not. Have a great day and stay positive!

Coffee Fail

I bought a new pretty coffee pot over the weekend. It is one that uses the K cups. LOVE IT! I figure this way I will be saving money (over the long run) and also can control how much caffeine I am really having.

We did family pictures yesterday. We shall see how they turn out. It was very nice and sunny out but way to cold to be down by the water. Poor M was freezing and add teething with that and you get a cranky baby. I felt horrible for her. But I think we got a few good shots.

That's all for today :) I have real work to-do today. Not sure how that happen. I have the most pointless job of all time. But it pays the bills. Later!

Day 1 with no coffee

I did it! I didn't even really miss it that much. We shall see what tomorrow brings. I also ate pretty good today. Minus the cupcake I ate at 5 when the hubs when to work. OMG it tasted amazing. I noticed that food tasted way better today when I didn't eat ALLDAYLONG. I'm going to try and go all week with no coffee. I did have some tea today for a little caffeine kick. Have a good week!

Thankful Thursday

I feel like I am always negative. But trying to be positive. This is what I am Thankful for (no it's not Thanksgiving)

• A healthy baby girl that looks at me and smiles or giggles when I come into the room
• A husband that helps when I am feeling down
• EBay (my new lover)
• Friends who are there and ready to listen or kick back and laugh
• Coffee (WORK IN PROGRESS)
• Shopping (because it is the only thing I know that helps with my stress and worries)

This weekend we have big plans!! Saturday dinner with friends and shopping. Sunday we are planning on walking for breast cancer in the morning (ankle please do not kill me), then family pictures. I am praying it stays nice out. Please rain stay away.

6 Month Check up

M had her 6 month check up yesterday. She screamed bloody murder when the dr looked in her ears. I felt like a horrible mom. Then 5 mins later she got 3 shots in her thigh and was screaming again. The nurse was surprised how loud and high pitch she can get. She s growing great!!!! she weights 16.5 lbs and 26 inches long. For weight she is in 58% and length 78% long baby! Last night she took a nap with me around 5 then got up for a bottle at 9 and back to bed until 3 this AM. Sleepy girl she growing allot right now I think.

We got the go ahead to start with solids and a sippy cup. I had no clue she can start using a sipppy cup! So what do I do I order like 10 of them online and bought her one last night. She wasn't that big of a fan of it but I think it will take time.

Latergaters

Today... or lets say tomorrow

My diet is starting......
Here are my goals for week 1 

1. Cut back on coffee. 1/2 if I do have it
2. get at least 4 days of cardio in
3. drink WAY more water 
4. Watch what I eat and portions

I weight the most I have ever weighted in my life. DEPRESSING We are doing family pictures on Sunday and I am dreading it. Well here it goes. Wednesday will be my check in days. (Shot out to Jen I think you are my only reader)

I'm done

Being nice. I feel like I go out of my way to make people happy. Then what do I get in return? Crabby, mean, ripoff take advantage of me people. I do not believe in Karma. I am over Karma. Karma is over rated big time. I do many nice things for people and I get nothing really in return. Yes I do win a few times on a slot machine or in a drawing. But come on people please play nice.

I am big into coupon swapping right now. Pretty much to sum it up. You need a coupon I have, I send it to you and in return you send me a coupon I need. It is petty if you do not send the coupon in return or even better yet make the coupon sound better then it is. Do you really have no time but to rip people off. Yes I know I am complaining about $1 or so but it drives me nuts. I just cannot believe how someone can rip people off and just brush it off like no big deal. Its flat out RUDE and I'm over it. K